Monday, April 23, 2007
woOhoO!! had a GREAT siaOX BBQ with my SSC gang!! oO.. they really lighten up my life.. ii was quite emo this morning till afternoon.. soo emo that ii almost went home when reaching.. dunno why.. but just have a sudden feeling of wanting to be alone.. my dear emo gang, ii m sorry that ii didn't share my emo story with Uu guys.. cos ii dunno whatcha to say.. dunno whatcha ii wanna either.. haix.. hope my emo gang dun emo le!! hope Uu guys can feel my siaOXness trying to cheer Uu guys up.. sometimes trying to be siaOX when emo-ed is really very hard.. very hard.. Uu need to hide ur feelings from everyone.. cos Uu dun wish others to be affected cos of Uu.. oOh!! this gonna be a siaOX post not emo one!! ahh!! ii almost forgotten!! heex..
II HAD A GREAT TIME WITH MY DEAREST CUTEST SSC GANG!! haha..
^o^ it's ME smiling at YOU ^o^
oOh.. ii feel that ii m getting emo.. ahh!! ii can't let ms emo K.O ms siaOX!! gonna recharge my siaOXness again!! LoLx.. what's happening to mee?! oOh.. ii really dunno.. dun understand whatcha ii wanna.. but really hope my emo-ness dun affect my friends.. cos being with my friends is the only way for mee to cheer up.. haix.. ii feel abit bottled up staying at home.. dun feel the peace at all.. haix.. guess that's why ii m used to poly life.. prefer to stay in school till late.. hoping to keep myself busy soo that ii won't have any time to think of any other things.. haix.. ii know ii m being selfish.. but what can ii doo?? stay at home, face up to all problems faced at home? ii m really vexed.. ii dun wish to think of anything.. ii just hope to be with my friends.. be a happy siaOX mee.. (but guess ii m too siaOX at times.. if not.. that's really not like mee.. but if Uu think ii m being too siaOX.. let mee know ya.. ii will downgrade my siaOXness.. heex..) oOh.. ii dun mind schooling everyday.. hoping there's noo sat or sun for mee to rot at home.. guess ii can only have it in my dreamz.. haha.. well, really feel much better after pouring things out here.. hope siaOXness can cover all my unhappiness here and my friends' too!!Cheer Up, MY FRENz!! ^o^
^o^ it's ME smiling at YOU ^o^
Thursday, April 19, 2007
oOh.. haix.. feeling rather depressed/emo/troubled now.. hope ii can lock all my unhappiness up here and be a happy mEE!!! haix.. ii m in a dilemma.. whether ii should continue in track.. tempted to join other CCAs like canoe polo, volleyball ya.. well, ii know ii shouldn't have such thoughts.. what's coming over mee?! really bad of mee.. ii don't know.. feel like ii don't really understand myself.. PASSION BEATS TALENT.. echoed in my mind.. but where's my passion? haix.. ii m sorry, NP track. sorry Jerald. sorry that ii shouldn't have such thoughts in mind. ii shouldn't give up track just of some silly thoughts. haix.. ii feel that ii m slacking.. ii can't run like what ii did in the past.. ii m growing fatter.. ii m getting slower.. there are other female runners who can doo better than mee in track.. haix.. really sad.. ii don't know why ii m saying all these stupid stuff.. but ii.. haix.. useless of mee.. ii have been psycho-ing my freshies to join track yet ii m here emo-ing.. wat the siaox! hope my freshies don't see this.. don't be affected by my words.. my silly thoughts.. haix.. really glad that Jerald, Kaymond, Linus consoled mee jus now.. if not.. guess ii might be more depressed now.. haha.. ya.. ii guess ii will.. how ii wish ii can run like in the past.. on IVP days.. or even better.. that'll be great! heex.. ii really wish for a medal.. one personal medal.. ii have gonna into finals top 8 for my 400m n 800m last year.. ii m greedy for this year.. ii wanna win a medal!! ii wanna beat NTU, SMU, n all polys!! NUS abit hard ahh.. New Fei inside ahh.. she's my idol.. superb fast runner.. haha.. hope ii can doo it.. but somehow, frankly speaking, ii m rather sad cos of my previous year's records.. ii feel that ii should push more in the 400m finals.. should have gonna 5th just like ii did for heats overall.. but ii gonna only 6th.. why didn't ii push more.. sort of blaming myself not pushing harder.. till now, the images stil reflected in my mind.. haix.. I WILL STAY WITH MY NP TRACK FAMILY!! GONNA DOO BETTER THIS YEAR!!!THANKS Kaymond! THANKS Linus! Uu 2's words really encouraged mee a lot.THANKS Jerald!! THANKS for cheering mee up.. encouraging mee to stay on.. discover my strengths which ii couldn't see.. sharing wif mee your wonderful experiences.. A Big THANK YOU huggie to Uu DUDE!! Let's JIA YOU TOGETHER with the whole of NP TRACK & FIELD FAMILY! Together we strive, together we achieve for IVP 08! =) PASSION BEATS TALENT! (=
^o^ it's ME smiling at YOU ^o^
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
oOh.. ii am soO blur sotong that ii have forgotten to publish the post which was on my bad day, 16th April 07. *good-bye bad day*oO.. it was a brand new GREAT today. Track training resumed today. Really pleased to see quite a number of freshies came. Most of them were from Sports Camp. Yea! Relay-ed for a few rounds. Guess it's been some time since ii last trained and ii pulled my hamstring slightly. Lucky siOL! haha. Mafia-ed. Wonderful game cos Wei Sheng and ii were the 2 mafias and we managed to convince the the rest to believe in us as we denied being the mafias rather than saying we tricked them ah. LoLx. We won the game thanks to cunning but smart mafias like us. haha. *Thick-skinned mee* LoLx. Captain ball-ed. Everyone NP Whoosh-ed on my head. Well, it did hurt cos many were pressing my poor round head downwards. soO heavy. Who asked mee to ask for the Whoosh and it really whoosh-ed on mee. Neck still hurts. argh. haha. Dinner-ed at the market with the track family. Chit-chatted. Had a GREAT time together! Looking forward to more! Next training will be better! We will get better! JIA YOU, NP Track and Field family! *Hope to train harder and doo better than previous IVP! (argh. but ii m rather busy and lazy.) PASSION BEATS TALENT! keeps mee going. =DD
^o^ it's ME smiling at YOU ^o^
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
oO.. FINALLY.. UPDATED.. my blog's being buried for some time.. buried in HAPPINESS WITH FRIENDS and activities which spiced up my life.. that's why ii m rather busy(lazy too) to update.. heex.. now is a BRAND NEW POST.. it's really lucky of uu to spot this post then.. haha.. =Xx
oO.. school's reopened!! ii have a NEW RESOLUTION too.. hope ii m determined to WORK HARDER than the previous semester.. cos ii really regretted not striving harder in academic which ii think II CAN DOO BETTER than what ii had done.. but it's too late for what's done.. but ii won't be discouraged.. LOOKING FORWARD to a brand new semester.. hope ii can doo well.. gonna keep reminding myself.. cos ii m really playful.. always thinking of enjoying.. guess ii just wanna have a memorable 'childhood'.. haha.. well.. HOPE MY CLASS WILL STAY SIAOX HAPPY TOGETHER.. just like before and even happier than before and ever after.. heex.. HOPE ALL OF US WILL PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS.. FLYING As.. YEAYEA.. =)
oOh.. first day of school.. what a siaOX bad day for mee!! haix.. abit depressed.. (actually is quite) but don't wish to make my post sound soo emo.. it brings one down and further.. that's why ii m still trying to put on a SIAOX SMILE on my face despite all the unhappy/unlucky things that happened to mee.. hope my friends won't be affected by mee too.. ii did try to pour out my sorrows.. (actually is nag cum complain)..
Guess what? it's such an unlucky day for mee.. first day of school somemore.. perhaps GOD IS TRYING TO GIVE MEE A TEST ya.. haha.. but still it DIDN'T AFFECT MY MIND IN SETTING THE NEW RESOLUTION.. =DD
First, ii reached my school and popped by to student plaza.. eagering to helpout SSC.. but the thought of to working towards my resolution, first step: ii can't miss the lectures/tutorials! soo being the 'GOOD' gal for the day, ii attended my lessons.. haha.. ii was PUNCTUAL FOR CLASS(must put caps lock.. must see clearly).. LoLx.. but the moment ii reached.. OOH NOO!! my bag's handles broke! ii had to hug my heavy bag (soo heavy as if it was filled with gold) just like how ii hugged my pillow dripped with my saliva all day.. superb heavy.. it's ook.. hope ii have grown some muscles after such exercises ya.. haha.. =Pp Then, KAP-ed with SSC gang after class.. After that, we pool-ed.. Next on our programme list is siaOX-ing at Tea Party! heex.. They headed for Tea Party while ii returned to school hoping to fix my emo lappy(laptop) which has unfortunately gonna virus and reformatted.. 5.40pm.. ii was told that the place was closing soon and ii couldn't fix my lappy.. however ii saw about 20plus students still working on downloading software in their lappyss!! what the siaox!! ii brought my lappy to school specially to fix the problem but... argh!! heavy X far = what the siaOX!! noo choice.. gonna bring again to school tomorrow.. hopefully the 'operation' will be smooth.. heex.. =) oOh.. another unlucky issue happened to mee when we left Tea Party and were waiting for buses.. After a while, my bus came! soO lucky for mee! Cos usually ii have to wait for at least 20mins for my bus.. soO HAPPY mee stretched out my short but noticeable hand to grab the attention of the bus driver.. BUT! He just stared at me and drove off.. leaving poor mee there! AHH!! Kim said, "Lindi, Uu r really suai." Yup.. ii strongly agreed.. ii had a bad day.. sobx.. waited for another 35mins for the next bus.. haix.. was rather depressed on bus and ii listened to some emo songs that made mee felt better.. heex..
"My blue sky faded to gray and my passion's gone away for today".. ("They tell me your blue skies fade to gray. They tell me your passion's gone away"- Bad Day lyrics) cos ii had a bad day.. "but ii stil try to fake on a smile with the ice lemon ii had earlier".. ("You're faking a smile with the coffee you go"- Bad Day lyrics) haha.. funny ya? =D
Though ii had a bad day, ii am soo glad that ii have my wonderful friends to cheer mee up! ii really love Uu guys lots.. *MuackxX!* THANKS REINE! THANKS KIM! THANKS DZUL! THANKS A LOT for listening to my naggings cum complaints.. lolx.. THANKS JEREMIAH for cheering mee up! SPECIAL THANKS to all my friends!! ^o^
^o^ it's ME smiling at YOU ^o^